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Thursday, April 29, 2010
我可以忍受 我可以忍受你不够爱我 我可以忍受你有别的梦 就算是编谎话哄我 至少你还在乎我的感受 我可以忍受眼神的空洞 我可以忍受你时间不够用 却不能忍受做了那么多 是她拥有我该得到的温柔 爱着你 是我改不了也不愿改的习惯 要放开哪有那么简单 了解你 是我说不出也不承认的悲哀 包容你 是我体谅的爱别当作应该 我可以忍受你不够爱我 我可以忍受你有别的梦 就算是编谎话哄我 至少你还在乎我的感受 我可以忍受眼神的空洞 我可以忍受你时间不够用 却不能忍受做了那么多 是她拥有我该得到的温柔 不要说对不起 原来你要的不是我 不要说谢谢你 什么你永远在我心中 can u tell me why 这样的我-你也曾爱过 不是吗 我可以忍受你不够爱我 我可以忍受你有别的梦 就算是编谎话哄我 至少你还在乎我的感受 我可以忍受眼神的空洞 我可以忍受你时间不够用 却不能忍受做了那么多 是她拥有我没看过的笑容 ##### Dear friends who loves me I'm sorry to disappoint you cause i'm still the old useless bitch like before I don't know how to discard my luggages and move on I'm feeling really vulnerable and fragile despite how hard i party every night I still went home alone -Deleted- I told everyone i'm going to quit drinking but in order to do that I think i need to quit "YOU" first Yes I need to get out of this shit soon soon soon Ok i know i've said that for 987654323456 times But i really don't understand why "我可以忍受你不够爱我 我可以忍受你有别的梦 却不能忍受做了那么多 是她拥有我该得到的温柔" Will try to hit the sack IF I'M BE ABLE TO Good night humans Loves, Lines
Friday, April 23, 2010
Other than bai-bai I itchy backside and go qiu qian Of course Its xia-xia qian Meaning = Bad Interpretation It says: "The road is narrow while the horse is lame A pedestrian weary like a vanquished soldier who has lost his comrades The mast snapped and the ship wrecked The sun darken flowers die snow falls" Meaning: " Best to do what you are doing now Be quiet and you experience peace Do not hope for good results Best to forget your problem" ##### 在這裡分手 你的 眼神渐渐地 空洞 笑容 僵得如此冰冻 你什么都不说 明明曾经那样深爱 为什么无法停止一再伤害 也许是习惯太久 于是我们忘记温柔 如果散 能好过现在 或许该选择要笑着离开 让我们在这里分手 在还来得及的时候 别哭了这一次说好了 要勇敢不再回头 让我们在这里分手 保存爱最后的自由 原谅我 来不及完成我 对你做的承诺 双手 握着的美梦 太重 幸福 变得太过讽刺 你的心碎我懂 剩下我最后的奢求 只有能停止 不断上演的痛 让我们在这里分手 在还来得及的时候 别哭了这一次说好了 要勇敢不再回头 让我们在这里分手 留下爱最美的时候 原谅我 我已经无力再 让你拥有快乐 看你强忍泪水 我也不好过 就让我放开我的手 让我们在这里分手 在还来得及的时候 别哭了这一次说好了 要勇敢不再回头 让我们在这里分手 保存爱最后的自由 原谅我 来不及完成我 对你做的承诺 让我们在这里分手 也许能少一点刺痛 无法陪你再走 ##### You are the lamed horse and I'm the weary pedestrian -END- Loves, Lines
Thursday, April 15, 2010
I tried and still trying I have no idea what else more can I do I seriously don't know when will I be able to stop This song speaks a thousand word Its for you -ONQJ- 最後的風度 没有人介入 所有人觉得你该满足 我把心血全都付出 你为何想要哭 为你作主 让你受到我的保护 可是你像受苦 到底是谁难以相处 我给你幸福 你问我什么才是幸福 这个问题 反而让我 把你看个清楚 你怕束缚 我的爱没能把你驯服 你没有退路 那倒不如爽快结束 就让你见识我的风度 你离开我要不要庆祝 我不怕爱的残酷 反正我很想跳舞 我最喜欢挑战孤独 我也爱放下包袱 没有谁 我也不舍得哭 我 我不在乎 你觉得痛苦 我倒不愿意为爱受苦 只有这样 我才做到 对你的背叛宽恕 想你幸福 想不到分手你才幸福 是谁的错误 我不认输 我忍得住 就让你见识我的风度 你离开我要不要庆祝 我不怕爱的残酷 反正我很想跳舞 我最喜欢挑战孤独 我也爱放下包袱 没有谁 我也不舍得哭 我没有空在乎 就让你见识我的风度 我忍痛 温柔的祝福 你会一生都记住 我要你铭心刻骨 我最喜欢挑战孤独 我也爱放下了包袱 没有谁 没难度 我最怕哭 爱要爱得投入 却不在乎
Saturday, April 10, 2010
The journey to Yishun at 8am was terrible The sun was glaring but my vision was blur First time in my life I wished the jam on road can stay forever Reached at 9am and registrations done My hand shivered abit and i had to force myself to sign my name on that dotted line Two and a half hours of wait and torture It's finally time to go in Cold chair, soft music and dim light The last thing i remembered was the injection on my left hand My head was spinning and i felt drained I slept for the rest of the day I had calls and text from friends who's concern about me except YOU And i guess you spent the whole night at golden mile Maybe drinking happily with your new siam bu toy I risked my life to set you free so Hope you enjoy your night I hope you really did Since NYJ was gone My vision never been clear I felt worse than a murderer and I wonder how you feel as the mastermind I felt so guilty when mummy hugged me before i leave the house But i know i'm blessed with the most wonderful mum on earth No matter how fucked up my mistake is She would forgive and love me still the same Thank you and I love you Mommy =) This pool of shit makes me realised that i do still have friends who loves me I thank everyone who cares about me For your time and effort spent listening to me Lastly I'm grateful to O's mother for treating me like your own But I'm sorry that I can't do what you want me to do I hope you understand Seems that everything had ended Another chapter of my life closed Dear God Please bless me with the ability to let go and move on Hope that my wounds can heal fast and new additions to my scar collections I know my life is screwed once again Being a wilful and stubborn piscean I can't stop myself from being stupid I'll wait for you to grow up 你的爱很像泡沫 太轻或太重 都不在手中 我的爱就像天空 太放或太收 你都只是风 你来过却爱上自由 你出走我不问理由 我会好好过 等你再爱我 总有个角落 会让你想起我 我会好好过 等你再爱我 向右或向左 都有我站在这里守候 你留下很多 够我面对寂寞 寂寞不重 纵使爱太弱 我会好好过 等你回头 看到的一定是我 I know I'm dumb but I can't help it Maybe I need some new toys too It's time to go out and play Gotta go prepare for work Take care Loves, Lines
Sunday, April 04, 2010
Here's a gentle reminder for you "You risked your life to set the person free yet you are being taken for granted So . . . . . . . . . . . STOP BEING A STUPID FOOL AND WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING IDEA" Labels: emo
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